HELLO!
im kindda waiting for the clock to TICKTICK to 10pm.
so meanwhile..
i'll give a little update about today(?)
haha.
okehhh.

so todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,

early in th morning i went to th cemetary.
it sounds wrong.
grave yard
okehh no, cemetary.
with sister,mum and granny.
went to visit my late uncles' grave.
haha, kindda miss him.
it sounds funny but when ever im there its like he's there too.
so i kindda miss him if i dont meet him. :D
as in 'MEET'.
forget it if euu dont get it! :D
then went to breakfast at Jurong Point.
then get my school books.
and home.
get a little napp.
went out to TEKKA! :D
mum wants to but rice.
so we tag along.
had dinner.
then i realised i lost my new contact lenses(!!!)
so its like wearing one side only.
haha.
gonna get a new one i guess :D
im still wondering how it actually drop from my eye! =.=
went homeeeee!
okehhh. ;D
didnt take much pictures today.
haha.
since i lost my lenses its like i got no mood :D



yes. yes.

I MISS muhammad shafiq anak rusli! D:
very very very very very very very very very very much.

i miss spending time with him!
or at least talk to him on th phone all night D:
awwwee~
still, i dont really blame him though.
he's just tired from everything that happen in his life.
whatever la.
one week DOWN!
two more weeks to go! D:
and im so sorry sayang i cant make it on the 12.
i really want to go.
but, euu know kan why?
sorry.

just one night.
i just ask for one night.
to talk to you.
to tell you my stories.
and just spill everything to you.
and you would just listen to everysingle word i said.
make me laugh.
make me smile.
just simply talk all night.
i really miss those moments.
where i can sleep at peace, and think all about you.
not worrying about a single thing because i know,
you're still there.
but i get dissapointed every night.
well,almost everynight.
i didnt blame you,for all the sleepless nights i had.
i know you're just tired.
but please.
dont just give false hope,that you will accompany me through
the night when you cant.
you can just say you're tired and i will understand and let you sleep.
please, i dont need this anymore.
im not mad at euu, just dissapointed.
and am i asking for to much?
i understand you're tired and stuff.
at least euu could tell me right?
i just miss you very much.

i l y.

Bersamamu …kulewati …
lebih dari seribu malam
Bersamamu …yang kumau …
namun kenyataan yang tak sejalan

Tuhan bila masih ku diberi kesempatan
izinkan aku untuk mencintanya
Namun bila waktuku telah habis dengannya
biar cinta hidup sekali ini saja

Bersamamu …kulewati …
lebih dari seribu malam
Bersamamu …kulewati …
namun kenyataan yang tak sejalan

Tuhan bila masih ku diberi kesempatan
izinkan aku untuk mencintanya
Namun bila waktuku telah habis dengannya
biar cinta hidup sekali ini saja

Tak sanggup bila harus jujur
hidup tanpa hembusan nafasnya.

Tuhan bila waktu dapat kuputar kembali
sekali lagi untuk mencintanya…
Namun bila waktuku telah habis dengannya
Biarkan cinta ini…Biarkan cinta ini…
Hidup untuk sekali ini saja

Sekali Ini Saja by Glenn Fredly

"cinta sejati datang hanya sekali."

HAPPY 18 MONTHS,SAYAAAAAAAAAAANG! :D
i miss you very very very very very very very very very very very much,okeh?
i l y(:

i suddenly have the urge to blog.
haha.
many things happen this few weeks.
only that im plain lazy to blog.
because after the whole thing ended,im just tired and dont bother to blog.
haha.



my sister, me and SHAFIQ went biking one fine day i d k when was it!
haha!
i had funnn.
loads of it! ;D
got sister,got boyfie.
so yea. its fun.
haha.
we took loads of pictures.
tapi banyak macam tak menjadi la.
because either on of us spoil gambar nye! :D




this was when my sister made me run from th traffic light near Chinese garden
all the way to the bus stop behind Chinese Garden MRT station.
just because she saw th bus coming!
yea, it was like marathon!
and it was tiring,still, th driver still need to wait for us!
haha!
we were heading to Jurong Point then.
i had fun with sister! ;D








and this is taken two days ago. ;D
we went to Tampines first to get my lenses.
then headed to woodlands! ;D
haha!
nice day with sister!
again!
again please.

Shafiq went for i dunnoe what course.
and its gonna last for, forever(?)
haha, okeh no.
3 weeks(?)
yaaaaa!
and with my phone away, its kindda hard to talk to him.
so i can only call at night.
and it really depends if i have anything on or not.
or else he had to wait.
and while waiting he'll doze off and it equals to
no talking for th night.
haha! ;D

got myself contacts. ;D
tried them on just now.
it doesnt really look ALL BLACK.
but its like having perfect eyesight all over again.
haha
k,whatever.

OHH!
next week!
i got like two days where i'll go out?
yeaa.
one with Sofia.
and th other the BBQ with NPCC. ;D
haha.
so i wont go all bored at home.

haha.
the previous post.
my sister just had nothing better to do.
i went to the toilet.
and caught her closing or is it back-ing a tab! ;D
so i knew there's something fishyyyyyy!.
then i found out kaaaaan, she posted on my blog ;D
haha.
and yes.
IM VERY HUNGRY!
i desperately need fooooooooooooooood!

im DONE!

HAPPY 18 MONTHS ANIIVERSARY, sayaaaaaang! (again!)
toodlesssssssss~

AISYAH LAPARRRRRRRRR!


-syarifah syazanatul aisyah was here.


laugh ur ass of k?
i knw.
no food at home. i need ur food laaaa. can cook fr me?

hahahah.
jkjk

haha.
just took this like 2 weeks ago(?)
every pictures got my dear little sisters fingers or palms or whatever.
saje aje nak tumpang glamour walaupun yang masuk gambar jari kauu!
haha!
i love my sister eventhough at times she just drove me up th walls.



dont you think they're cool.
euu know why?
because one of them have my name, HANNA BETH.
haha, basiccally this is HANNA BETH and AUDREY KITCHING.
my latest brand of heroin! ;D
haha!
pictures are from deviantart! ;D
i dont really know about hanna beth.
but audrey kitching?
haha.
dont get me started. ;D

anyhoo!
holidays are boring.
i only got stuck with cca fair thingys yang tak banyakk.
and basically everyday i go out to merayap. ;D
but this week.
i got th SSGT course eh.
yaaaa.
last fr 3 days.
friday, saturday, sunday.
awwee~
my weekends!

i might be going out later.
hah.
i cant even think of a place to go right now.
(ohh~ suddenly i got cravings fr nasi briyani!)
haha!
im kindda hungry.
and i want go lunch.
but i dunnoe where to go! D:
macam manaaa niii!
hahah! ;D

uhm, last 2 days.
i TRIED to irritate my sister!
by talking fr half an hour non-stop.
and talking nothing but random stuffs plus nonsense!
haha!
but too bad she didnt get irritated.
then i thought she was immune to irration of sisters.
so i stopped!
then she took that opportunity to irritate me by talking non stop.
haha! ;D
but too baddd i cant stand her being irritating.
so by the fifteenth minute i admit defeaaaaat.
because when she open her mouth and talk, she cant stop and she only irritates euu more
by making silly noises and talking nonsense to th maximum!
so i told her to shut up.
then she woulnt.
so i didnt entertain her.
eventually she stopped! ;D
haha!

k im done blogging!
byeeeeeeee!

NEW BLOGSKIN! ;D

haha.
didnt take a long time to complete this.
and i think its not-so-nice.
hahah.
but heck, its time for a change kaaan?

holidays are boringgg ;D
all i do is stay home and rot.
and at times, i go out.
hang out with friends
but th time just aint enuff.

i want to go out with so many people.
and do shopping like no one's business.
haha.

okeh, im done fr tonight!

SHOPPING SPREE ANYONE?
im desprate. D: